powerless

I hate not having the answers or abilities to solve the world's problems. anyone else have the problem???
my friend Pat is really good about reminding me that sometimes things are out of our control and we are powerless to change another's reality.
i HATE the out-of-control feeling and that's hitting me tonight. i was just reading a friend's web-blog on her journey with cancer and frustrations with insurance denials and sickness. her attitude is SO positive about doing what has to be done but still she runs into walls and barriers with her treatment. i think her strength really calms and heals her family and friends and SHE'S the one who's sick.

so, she just needs to raise about $150,000 for the treatment she needs. drop me a check.

sigh